on my grave, it will read “regretting all the ships that never sailed” and some people will think it’s poetic, but others will know

Chelsea YES! Do you know how hard it was making that mix?? I was so sad for like hours after I made it god damn brucas WHY CAN'T WE LET THEM GO NICOLE WHY!!!?? ITS BEEN LIKE 8 YEARS SINCE THEY WERE TOGETHER!!!


I JUST CAN’T. I don’t know why. Every time I try to let go, I am reminded why they were so perfect and i see all of their scenes and moments and im back on the delusional train. ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LET GO BECAUSE IN MY HEAD THEY GOT MARRIED. 


Liam basically only has to exist for Zayn to look at him like that and I’m sooo not okay! {29.08.2014}

I’ve reached a point where I’m comfortable in my own skin, and I do what I need to do, to feel good, but I’m built the way I am. The dancer’s feet, the bruises on my legs, they’re not going to go away. I think real girls have bruises. Tough chicks get bruised. They get dirty. And they have fun.